I always wanted my own family and knew I would protect and love them the most- why do my kids deserve to be away from me and each other
◦ Why didn’t anyone warn me that I couldn’t keep my own children when I’m 10x better than I was when I was babysitting the whole neighborhood when I was a kid?
◦ I worked as a babysitter when I was 9 years old until I was older and thought I would have a daycare and raise my kids with others
◦ I went to school for child development and Shakespeare after graduating with honors amongst the top 16% of writers in CA graduating in my year of graduation 🙏
◦ I graduated with an award for my writing composition which would be example for following golden state exams-
invention to heal the ozone layer
◦ 30 page report on my step dad abuse and raping me and nobody will help me locate the case number from the report I wrote that was never followed up on or nobody called me because my family makes me look crazy when it’s just pain I’m in called trauma
Torrance PD closed now permanently kick in head
◦ CPS took pictures of my chickens in my house that I had for less than 8 weeks. They were bought on Valentine’s Day as a present for my daughter as I was going to find a nice home for them and they grew that big in 2 weeks- I was only staying there part time or when I was sick and I was already moving into Point Loma on Nimitz with my ex- before we moved to our huge mini mansion with 2 back houses and acreage for our giant rental in Escondido
◦ I started a club in 98 called “Colors United” with 2 others at my school and hundreds to thousands have been members since
◦ I have been winning competitions my whole life as a dancer and was always sick so I danced to pay bills
◦ I was so sick and have been looking for a referral in the county for 2 years straight and I fired 3 people already and overpaid for many housekeeping appointments
◦ I saved myself when I took my care into my own hands and knowledge from experience and I ended my medication and occasional (2-6x per year drinks)
◦ I lost 70 lbs
◦ My hair grew back- meds caused all my hair to come out and I lost 3/4 at different times (alopecia areata from auto immune disorder)
◦ My labs returned to normal… My platelets were low before when I was on medication
◦ I was 173 pounds at the heaviest on medication, and my natural weight is between 100 and 110 pounds. I thought I was disappearing, and very ill asking for help but I was able to return to mine natural healthy weight, and I am feeling so much energy unable to clean up my house on well days.
◦ I am finally able to cook for myself again as I was too sick on medication to do anything or even wash myself correctly with the depression I was living through not being with my family or being able to see them.
◦ As far as I am concerned the lawyer I still have yet to pay should be in jail for not communicating with her client and abusing the quart room. I was also deeply wounded and offended that I was homeless trying to get my children back in court when my lawyer presented donuts to everyone except for me and my judge who is actually on my side. I do not believe in liars or cheaters, and I do believe CPS should be executed as my lawyer as well for neglect and cause of my death
◦ After my stroke or near death experience, I have a lost feeling on the left side of my body as well as experiencing numbness in both of my toes/the left toe for several years now, left arm pit, left hand, and apparently some thing with my brain since I do not want to entertain myself and would rather be paid to entertain
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